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Post by aerostarr »-♥-> on May 24, 2007 17:40:40 GMT -5
dylan wasn't about to lie to himself. he knew why he was here. he was here to break up with lindsay. and all because of katie. it hurt him to do it, but he knew it was right. he headed up to the door, knocking twice.
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Post by pksgirl on May 27, 2007 14:14:54 GMT -5
Lindsay walked to the door answering it,who could it be.She opened the door to see dylan."Hey whatbrings you here?"she asked sencing something was up.She should have been a police officer..she always knew if something was up.She could sense that he was uncomfortable..she looked into his eyes and realized the spark was gone..he wasnt there for her..he was there to tell her something.Lindsay wanted to slam the door and just wish nothing was gonna happen but instead she leaned on the wall and tapped her fingers against the wood."so what are you here to tell me"figuring thatif she got it done and over with it might not be so horrible.
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Post by aerostarr »-♥-> on May 27, 2007 14:58:17 GMT -5
dylan sighed. he had hoped they could be friends after the break up, but seeing her like this only made him feel she'd hate him. lindsay...i have to break up with you. i'm sorry...and i'll always be there for you...but i think you'd be happier if you were with somebody else. i don't think i can handle being with someone who's been through just as much-or more than me. it makes it hard when i need somebody to lean on, and i'm pretty sure it feels that way for you. i hope you know i still want to be friends with you, but...i'm sorry, it just had to be done. he said, shaking his head as he turned to walk away. he couldn't face her anymore or he'd have to lunge out at her and ask to be together again. still, he told himself over and over again that he loved katie more and he had to be fair. he couldn't love both of them at the same time. it wouldn't be right.
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Post by pksgirl on May 27, 2007 15:18:57 GMT -5
she grabbed his arm not hard but not soft,focing him to face her."Dont TELL ME that id be happier,thats what jerks do!Dylan your a good guy dont act like a jerk and tell me how its better for me,your breaking up with me beause you like someone else,im not stupid"said Lindsay sadness coming out as anger."I dont need somebody to lean on,I can stand on my own thank you very much!"said lindsay wondering who he thought he was tonight...he was acting strange,he obviously loved someone else.Lindsay calming down and back in a normal voice said"yea we can be friends..but I wouldnt expect to be treated the best until i get over this,this being that guys just disapoint..and never live up to there first imperrsion".Lindsay looked him in the eye not threatining but not beggin,if he wanted to break up like a true guy the least he could do was look her in the eye,only cowars run away.
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Post by aerostarr »-♥-> on May 27, 2007 15:26:08 GMT -5
dylan looked down at her, eyes hardening. yes, i am in love with somebody else. and it was wrong, lindsay. it still is. i'm in love with katie, just so you don't have to ask. he sighed, pulling away from her. the longer she held on the more it would hurt them both. he wanted to go back to her so badly...but the truth was, he wanted katie more and he had to face that fact. he laughed cooly, softly, eyes hardening as he attempted to cover up the hurt. he couldn't let her know he felt the pain of breaking up with her. yeah, well i guess i never do live up to people's expectations, do i lindz? he whispered. and with that, he was jogging back to his car, attempting to escape before the tears came. it was true. he'd never lived up to his father's hopes for him. and that was the whole reason why he was abused. lindsay of all people, should have been able to understand that.
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Post by pksgirl on May 27, 2007 15:32:35 GMT -5
"This isnt a surprise to me completly..Im friends with the gossip queen memba?"said lindsay eyes softening..shed acted like a total b!tch when hed broke up with her..and she knew it."dylan wait!I didnt mean it towards..just you.Im just not..well im living with people who constantly talk about there amazing boyfriends and everytime i turn around im getting dumped"she said softly tears rolling down her cheeks..she felt like giving up but she couldnt,not after all shed went threw,she couldnt kill herself over somethingthis small.
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Post by aerostarr »-♥-> on May 27, 2007 15:38:53 GMT -5
dylan turned to look at her, eyes softening. it's okay. he murmered softly, drawing him close to her in a hug, kissing her on the forehead. he began to run his fingers through her hair. shh...just tell me everything. he said, smiling down at her. he still wanted to be friends...but he felt more like this was a brother/sister relationship.
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Post by pksgirl on May 27, 2007 15:54:10 GMT -5
"Dylan..I'm sorry but at themoment im not in the mood to talk...especially with somebody i just gotdumped by"said Lindsay softly wanting so badly to slap him for kissing her on the forehead..theyd just broke up she didnt want him acting all like hes her brother or something...Lindsay gave up triing to hide the tears,they rold down her cheeks like when her adopted parents had died.He legs began to buckle so she walked about two steps and sat lay down,staring up at the stars.She was having such mixed feelings,she wanted him to go but so badly wanted him to stay.She wanted to justexplode and tell him how she was just sick of guys in general..yet o badly wanted to be alone.Lindsaystared at thesky and muttered softly"It always rains hardest on the people who deserve the sun".
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Post by aerostarr »-♥-> on May 27, 2007 16:00:19 GMT -5
dylan stared down at her. i'm sure you know what you're talking about. he murmered, heading toward the truck. i'll talk to you later on the blog. you obviously don't want to speak to me right now. he smiled gently. he didn't mean anything rude by it...just that he was sure she'd had enough. bye lindsay. he said, driving out into the road.
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Post by pksgirl on May 27, 2007 16:11:36 GMT -5
"bye"she said softly,not sure f she was glad he ws gone.Out of the whole thing she had two things that bothered her,that he thought a girlfriends was somebody to lean on and thathe kissed her on the fore head.To her a boyfriend was someone you shared your feelings with,somebody who listened to you and loved you,she didnt need to lean on somebody she could stand up on her own,obviously.And as for the kiss,theyd just broke up and it tugged at Lindsays anger.Slaping,swearing..she could list a million things she could have done,but she wasnt immature enough to do so.He dumped her,cheated on her,oh well to badshe had to suck it up.Sadly guys seemed to love to dangle her over water and pretend to saveher but really push her down.Lindsay looked up at the stars and wished softly"I wish that some voy would come along,tell me he loves me and truly mean it."she wiped her tearsand stgered to her feet.She had a house full of sisters missing there boyfriends,Ashley was engaged,Amy was having the time of her life with Colt,and Dylan had katie.She once again was down to nobody...her house may be full and her mom may be there..but she was 19..well she considered herselg at least 21.She could live on her own..and she wanted somebodyshe could have to herself..and not share with 5 other girls.
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Post by aerostarr »-♥-> on May 27, 2007 16:38:02 GMT -5
hello? a british accent rang out in the silence. and there was chris hudson, standing over lindsay, looking quite shocked. why are you laying down out here? there's a storm coming. he muttered, offering his hand to help her stand. he shook his head. either way...could you point me to the westwood residence? i'm new here. he said, trying to cover up his smile. she didn't look too happy right now. it's just...he'd seen her before in a magazine and on tv...and he'd always thought she was cute. lindsay wood, right? i'm chris hudson. he smiled.
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Post by pksgirl on May 27, 2007 16:49:01 GMT -5
Lindsay looked up startled to hear a voice."hey"said lindsay standing up."was gazing at the stars i guess."said lindsay not wanting to say the whole story."you just missed your ride..Dylan was just here so i shouldbe able to catch him if i give him a call"said lindsay sliping her cell out of her jean pocket and dialing the number titled Westwoods.She was blunt as ushual well on the phone."hell be here soons,hes on his way."said lindsay pointing towards headlights off in the distance."Yea I'm lindsay.Nice yo meet you"said lindsay with a smile."howd you know my name anyways?'she asked figuring she coukld guess the answer but shewanted to know.
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Post by aerostarr »-♥-> on May 27, 2007 16:52:40 GMT -5
chris smiled toward her. you like the stars too, eh? he said. his british accent sounded a bit strange compared to hers. he smirked as she asked the question. i've thought you were cute for the longest time. he smirked. i saw you in a magazine and on tv with chris irwin. he explained, smiling.
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Post by pksgirl on May 27, 2007 17:07:14 GMT -5
"who doesnt,there so magical"said Lindsay amazed he hadnt gave her some sort of boyish comment."i figured,thats how alotta people know me..I came here to relax..sadly relaxing doesnt involve training with Chris all over but we still keep in touch"Lindsay sadi thinking about Chris made hersmile,he was so down to earth."Well your not hard on the eyes yourself"said lindsay suggesting she thought he was cute,they definatly kept good looking guys in stock around here.
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Post by aerostarr »-♥-> on May 27, 2007 21:14:06 GMT -5
well, thanks. i tend to have that effect on girls. he joked. chris smiled down at her before wrapping his arms around her, sweeping her off her feet, twirling her around. years of working at his father's feed store had made him strong, and she felt lighter than a feather to him. look...dylan can wait, and i was eating out tonight anyway. come to dinner with me. he smiled down at her gently, obvious affection shining in his eyes.
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