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Post by aerostarr »-♥-> on May 8, 2007 17:03:32 GMT -5
This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
dylan trotted in on broken fantasy. the famous westwood green eyes scanned the scenery for lindsay, honestly hoping she came. he'd been stood up many times before, but he had liked her from the start, and he had a good feeling about this girl. he smiled with a sigh to himself, amazed that moments ago he had been depressed.
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
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Post by pksgirl on May 9, 2007 6:29:33 GMT -5
Lindsay trotted up on her beautiful black Andalusion,Chad.He whinnied to the gelding Dylan was riding."God boy"murmered Lindsay as she slowed him to a walk.She walked beside Dylan, and waited for him to slow to a walk.Lindsay wondered if this trail as cursed..for relationships anyways.She laughed at thethought,cursed more like I just have bad luck.Lindsay looked around and thoguht of the picture she had shoved in her purse,hidden from everyone.It was a faded,wrinkled photograph of her atop a black mare,her original parents on each side,everyone smiling everyone happy..It all had went downhill from there.To her real father dieing,being adopted,the adopted parents dieing,being raped,malest and malested again.It was like she couldnt escape thecircle..but she didnt care if she had a bad past,shewas here for now,and well she was here she wanted to help people.Not get there sympathy,she delt with what had happened,she lived with it.Lindsay was Lindsay,nothing more nothing less.Lindsay Melanie Kell..well Lambert now.
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Post by aerostarr »-♥-> on May 9, 2007 19:40:27 GMT -5
dylan moved toward lindsay. he didn't succeed in his attempts to keep the smile off his face. hey. he called. somehow, he couldn't get his father out of his mind. he shouldn't be happy now. his father was dead. how could he be smiling? and in some insane way, he was. he was happy for the first time in what felt like years. and yet, he was determined to keep his feelings from her. sure, she had grabbed his hand back at the mall, but perhaps that had just been something done on impulse. not meant to signal anything. the instant she had intertwined her fingers with his, he'd tried to memorize the way her hand felt, not wanting to let go. he felt he had already lost the memory. so...i told you what happened to me back there. now it's your turn. he said with a crooked smile.
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Post by pksgirl on May 10, 2007 6:25:02 GMT -5
"ohhh joy,interupt me if you get bored." said Lindsay suprisied at that moment she hadnt ran away,but it was time to face everything.hed tolf her,andsheknew she could trust him but she still doubted how much."Well,I was born obviously.My name was Lindsay Kell,until my father died when I was five.I had two sisters,Brooke and Sara.They got to stay withmy mom,but for some reason they draged me away.I then became Lindsay Enwright,were I was abused no doubt.Then I became Lindsay Wright.I was a slave for them,by the time I left my fingers were bleeding from work.And then there was The Lambert's,they were parents I could call mom and dad,but they died when I was fifteen."said Lindsay taking a pause to catch her breath,she figured hed say something stupid when she was done,but she needed to let it out,she needed to tell sombody."THen there was my english teacher,Mr.Smith.He raped me...Then there was Mr.Hunley who figured out away to get me into his detention everyday,He malested me.Every Day for a semester.And then last but definatly not least Mr.Beater.He wore weird glasses,weird clothes and was an even weirder science teacher.He purposley made me fail soI could study during lunch,but he never really made me study,malest every day for yet again another semester.But then wanting to get out of highschool worked hard,moved up three years of school and became a vet.I'm here now."said Lindsay biting herlip to keep tears back,she new she could do it.she then added so softly she new hed only just hear it"your the only person whoknows..Ali is still clueless im adopted."
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Post by aerostarr »-♥-> on May 10, 2007 15:52:42 GMT -5
dylan bit his lip, eyes hardening. wow. she'd been through even more than him. he sighed quickly. he couldn't tell her how he was feeling about this right now...that he honestly wanted to run away and not listen to it anymore. the idea that all of this had actually happened him was hard to fathom, and he honestly didn't want to think she'd been put through all of it. he wanted her to be happy...i'm sorry. he said, instantly hating himself for saying something so stupid. silence was the only sound. i really don't know how to handle this, and i'm sure you want somebody who can... he muttered, fingers running through his hair in a frustrated manner.
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Post by pksgirl on May 10, 2007 17:37:12 GMT -5
"Its okay,Im fine.The only thing that actually unsettle me at night is I miss my mom,I miss pat"she said softly."If I wanted somebody who could handle it i wouldve seen a counsler a long time ago"Said Lindsay jokingly,hoping to make him feel comforatble.She reached over from atopChad and slid her fingers inbetween his."It's okay,Dont worry about me.Im me,and I am okay"She said squeezing his hand.He was so strong,yet so gentle.She smiled and said"Besides,whylive for the past when we have each toher.Why moan around when we could be talking about happy things"said Lindsay hoping to make him feel comfortable.
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Post by aerostarr »-♥-> on May 12, 2007 7:45:35 GMT -5
dylan sighed, shifting uncomfortably in his saddle before relaxing once more. he had to calm down. it would be okay. he squeezed her hand softly. i don't see how you can have had all those horrible things happen to you and just...sit here calmly about it. he muttered, eyes downcast. it honestly intimidated him that she could handle her feelings about a situation and he couldn't. i don't see what is making you so happy. he muttered.
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Post by pksgirl on May 12, 2007 18:15:34 GMT -5
"Well,its the fact that somewhere,somehow my mothers out there.Ive been looking for her,but so far no luck..i wrotesome lady with the last name Kell,but its probably not her."said Lindsayknowing there was basically no chance of it being her mom,she had sent the letter all the way to Ontario..."What makes me happy,horses.Thats literally it,I wish I had someother reason.."She said glancing up at his eyes and then slwoy looking back down and then said so softly"your so..amazing".Once the words had left her mouth she new she was asking for her heart to be broken again,she really liked him but he probably thougth shewas a total freak,or hed play her until somebody else came along,like Colt did.Lindsay almost wanted to erase Colt from her mind,but hey he was an aliright friend..wel thats what she thought at the moment.Lindsy glacned at Chads ears,he was totally in tune with her emotions.He new she needed reasurance after feelingshed just been hung out to dry so well walking her pulled his head around and touched herleg softly.She kissed him on the withers and wanted to cry,Chad was so sweet.A beautiful horse,with so much love between them both.Chad was her favousite,even if everyone thought he was worthless,she thought he was priceless.
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Post by aerostarr »-♥-> on May 12, 2007 21:32:22 GMT -5
dylan looked down at her, not wanting to approach, but wishing he could comfort her at the same time. well...i'd have to agree with you on that one. he said with a smile as she called him amazing. he had a hard time believing she thought it, but it wasn't that strange. she leaned down toward her horse. why are you so sad? he murmered, the side that wished to comfort her overpowering.
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Post by pksgirl on May 13, 2007 8:39:33 GMT -5
Lindsay laughed at his comment about her saying hes amazig.She sighed with relief knowing that he wasnt a total jerk.By the look on his face she knew he was wondering,wondering why she thought he was amzing and then she said so softly"Your amazing because threw everything you havent lost touch of your feelings".She had feelings,but not near as clear as he did.Shed hid them for years,meanwhile she never had anybodyto show them.She hadnt shown them at all...untill she came to Arryo..and look were theyd got her.First in love with Colt..that was something she regreted.And know she was sitting here holding hands with Dylan,and shed just told him everything...man this was looking like it was gonna be a long rough year when it came to boys..but hey it might even change."Im not sad..I'm happy..I was just thinking about Chad,and how hes so amazing.And well I guess iwas worried there for a bit......"She said softly.Lindsay felt so weird,It was hard enough for her to know one feeling,let alone when she got stuck with two.She had better luck reading other peoples feelings then she did her own...
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Post by aerostarr »-♥-> on May 13, 2007 8:59:44 GMT -5
dylan looked down at her suspiciously. what were you worried about? he said, hand sliding from hers to reach out and run his fingers through her hair almost lovingly. the gold flecks in his green eyes sparkled. he liked being with her. his depression lifted. broken fantasy didn't object to his rider moving around, riding with one hand. he knew his rider was happy, and that made him feel the same.
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Post by pksgirl on May 13, 2007 9:17:38 GMT -5
"worried youd think i was a total freak"said Lindsay smiling.She rested her free hand on his leg as he ran his fingers threw her blonde streaked hair.Chad was Now just walking along freely,moving to her leg aids.He was such a good boy,and he never at all acted like a stallion,he was good that way.she was still smiling happily,and her eyes sparkled slightly.She was happy,for once..and suprisingly it wasnt with just horses.
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Post by aerostarr »-♥-> on May 13, 2007 9:26:44 GMT -5
dylan smirked softly, but said nothing. as his hand moved to run through her locks once more, he stopped, hand resting on her face gently. his green eyes locked with hers just before he leaned in to kiss her softly. it seemed like minutes before he pulled away, smiling brightly. now why would i think that? he smirked.
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Post by pksgirl on May 13, 2007 9:38:30 GMT -5
Lindsay felt like the kiss had lasted only seconds."I dunno..I guess I'm just weird like that"said Lindsay with a laugh.Her hand moved off his leg and hungin the air,waiting for his hand.She smiled and watched as Chad turned hishead to look at her as if saying What's making you so happy.Chad moved along the trail slowly adjusting his pace so it was the same as Broken Fantasy's.She smiled as her hips swayed freely with Chads walk,she loved trail rides,and..well,Dylan.Once the thougth had came into her mind she knew she was in for it now,love seemed to be somethingshe never could make into a happy thing..but you never know it might change.
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Post by aerostarr »-♥-> on May 13, 2007 9:42:09 GMT -5
will reply later today...
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